pwecious........... my................. PWECIOUS...........................

2007-01-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

wtf the wrong with blogger? i can't upload the pictures. n i hav a butt load of pictures. oh well, no pictures today.

been taking my meds. yay! i'm gonna recover soon!

lol.

2006-12-26T06:24:00.000+08:00

okok. its morning here n i didnt' slp the whole night.

well, at least i'm not feeling so homesick now.

for the fast 2 weeks i was so fucking depressed because since we arrived at Osaka, we've not been doing much n i realise i've been using up money super fast.

the sun sets at fucking 5 pm n its bloody depressing especially if u wake up at 4 frm over watching anime n j-drama the night b4.

argh! instant noodles icecream n snacks every single day. i swear i'm fucking fat now.

anyway.... because i didn't slp at all, i had time to ponder on my "oh-so-happening" life. n should stop blaming others or the omg-world or yada-yada-yada*Iz EmOzZzzz* for my boring life.... my life if wat i make it to be so frm now on.... I SHALL NOT BE DEPRESSED... i shall make my life happy n fun(who the hell r u kidding man)... or at least try to. wtf do u expect me to do? jump off a cliff.

oh, n here's a list of wat i thought i'd do in the future, realistic or not. doesn't matter (LOL):

be a jockey(LOL)
be a scientist(well, that was when i was n primary sch. but, you u'll nvr know man!)
be a singer
be a tv host
be an F1 racer.
be a trampolinist (if that's even a word. i watched the last olympics n i was like, WOAH! i wanna do that!)
re-learn tennis
own a shoe shop
be a top earning runway model! (just kidding. pls don't die of a heart attack yet)
be hot. (HAHA. opps sry, i couldn't help it. hang in there)
lose the 3kg i gained
actually eat veggie *gasp*
not treat ribena as water. yes, i'm a ribena freak.
marry yamap, jin & takki (well, not at same time... or whatever, anything goes)
be a good citizen.
die by 75
ok i'm pretty much done here.

pictures... finally.... these r all frm Tokyo(screw Osaka). i hav more but whatever. haha..

1 of the first few days of tokyo where i was still sane n psyched about japan.

pepperu-luncho (my-made-up-crap)grape pocky. YUM!a REALLYYYYY BADDDD MORNINGGG.....

after the "satanic" 12012 live.(hehe, i secretly like yuuske. he's fucking hot on stage although he looks like mashed potatoes)yes, more camwhoring.

see the irony no?GIRLS RULE! BOYS DROOL!

now, if you would excuse me, i'll be doing my laundry. afterwhich, i hope i don't faint on my way to and frm Kyoto later frm the lack of sleep.

fare-thee-well.

2006-12-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

i really dunno wat to say except that i'm fucking depressed.

i can't believe i'm saying this but, i miss Singapore! i wanna go back now!

that's it, i think i've hit rock bottom.

goodbye world.

2006-12-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

hehehe....

tokyo is amazing although i clearly spent too much. the shopping here is so good, it makes singapore look retarded.

it was freakin cold at first but now i'm pretty much used to it.

i just came back frm the 12012 live that amane dragged me to n omg... experience of a lifetime...

LOL....

the first moshing caught me by surprise cause it i didn't know which part of the song it was gonna start. n the second 1 arh, my ribcage almost burst.

but.... nvm..... after that i was SUPER ON arh... wanna mosh??!?! COME ARH!!!

so i moshed them too, furi, headbanged n all. it was damn fun.

but the japanese are quite polite, during the intervals they will apologise 1. haha. but den they did it again. oh well.

n there were these siao gothic lolitas who were climbing up onto the front crowd which we were at n her mary-jane almost kicked my face but heng i siam-ded.

i think most gaijins cannot take it cause it comes as a super cultural shock to them.

BUT... IT WAS ACTUALLY FUN FOR ME!!!

anyway, osaka in 2 more days! den i can finally post up photos cause the wireless here is danm unpredictable.

k bye.

2006-12-02T01:03:00.000+08:00

damn heng lah! i passed!!! no. i'm not making things up. i really passed!

Japan here i come!!!

i'm so happy, i can pack my luggage n fly off now!

now i'm free!!!!!!! hehehe.... (well, at leats for the time being)

my acc is really dropping like siao...

i think i should stop shopping seriously or else i'll have no money left for holiday.

new shoes these 2 weeks.

those nails r fakos. u can't really c but its a white tiger skin design.

the dangly thing is actually a nail pendant. matches my firefox theme. so bling!

lol.

k bye.

2006-11-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

guess who's all grown up and hot?!?!? hehehe.....

TAKIZAWA HIDEAKI!!!!!!

you know?? the cute 1 from Tackey and Tsubasa?

n the really touching j-drama in the 90s majo no jouken/forbidden love. i used to cry like siao over this drama. it was so beautiful. y won't any1 upload it on youtube?!?!? i wanna watch S.O.S too but i can't find it dammit!

OH GOD!! TACKEY I LOVE YOU!!!

u're right on top of the list of guys i have to find in Japan. if i ever see u i will melt n die!!!

sigh. he was so cute with yamapi.

anyway, watch this if u have time... there are most of the guys from johnny jr when they were younger who are now famous like yamapi, toma, guys frm kat-tun, w-inds, jun frm hana yori dango n gokusen... n of course TACKEY!!!!

(.)

n tackey was the spongebridge champion!!! yay!!

(..)

tackey and the monkey! kawaii!

(...)

lol. sry bout my current creepy obsession with tackey. but try to understand............ HE'S HOT!!!

oh, n hana kimi n finally out. k bye.

2006-11-26T14:07:00.000+08:00

yay!!!!! i finally found my bottle of honey mustard! now i don't hav to go to subway just for my fav sandwiches! woot!

the reason y i havne't been updating is because i have joined a circus n am currently travelling the world as a human cannon.

i actually gained 2 kg leh. ppl have been telling me i got fatter but i didn't think it was alot until i weighed myself the other day. wah, shock of my life. 39! hell, i'm almost 40! 2kg my not be much to u but its alot to someone like me.

anyway, i figured i can not diet properly even if i wanted to. i have no self-discipline n its very unlikely that i'll ever turn bulimic or anorexic. i just eat anything i want as much as i want. holy crap, at this rate i'm gonna balloon until 40 plus.

my results will be out next friday! i better not fail any of my modules! i don't wanna retake. its so scary, wat if i fail?!?! everything is already confirmed. i'm leaving on the 7th night. JAPAN! WAIT FOR ME!

2006-11-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

FUCK YEAH!!!
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

lol. now i can relax... i hope.

anyway, here are pics of my new boots i bought today as promised.

i swear they look a gazillion times better in real life.

they go with tights......

... and skinny jeans.

clearly, sane ppl will not wear them in singapore...

that's y there's NIHON! YAY!
*laughs to myself like retard*

random pic frm before 1 of the exams. u can see how exams suck the life out of me :(

i can't believe i didn't consider the time properly before agreeing to work. i hav to be at harbour front at 8.45. which means i hav to wake up at 7?!?!?!? wtf?!?!?

i hope the sun doesn't kill me in the afternoon.

i won't cry when you die

2006-11-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

i realise that i've nvr been a good any1 to any1.

bad daughter, bad friend, bad granddaughter, bad sister, bad girlfriend.

but den again, no1 has been a good anything to me.

guess all humans are selfish like that.

don't u realise everything ppl do is for the good of themself?

like even if u're nice to a person for no reason, u actually expect the person to be thankful to you so that u feel good about yourself and have a reason to tell urself u're a good person even though u're a fucker.

its all about gains.

but, doing good things for gain is just the long way.

the short cut involves bad things. like stealing for money.

y are ppl prejudice against evil when they're all after the same thing?

good and bad ppl are all equally selfish.

like how christians turn to "God" only when they want smth in return.

every1 wants smth.
but all they give is nth.

2006-11-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

i just read a few pages of 8 days and xiaxue is gonna be a co-host of some show nxt month. interesting....

oh and shrek 3 looks pretty hilarious. imagine cinderella, snow white sleeping beauty etc all joining forces. lol. like a funni-er version of charlie's angels.

today was a STD day. geddit? STUDY? STD? ok fine. not funny.

anyway, all i got to study was SMM which is rather pathetic if u ask me.

when i got up for a "break", i saw smth amusing.

i swear i didn't do it on purpose. i got up and everything was like that. i actually made it neater cause there were pieces of paper that flew to diff corners of the hall. lol.

diz iz my dinnerz okasan packed frm bt timah hawker center... my fav pork chop in the world! its not 1 huge chunk of pork but thin pieces that are super tender. n guess wat's in the mashed potato salad that makes it so delicious? APPLE! yes! i know it sounds gross but its actually super nice. best of all it doesn't hav disgusting baked beans or cloesaw(however u spell it). everything is edible! tomato rocks! lol.

2006-10-31T02:10:00.000+08:00

hello.

its ~~monday~~ tuesday... wonderful..

went to "study" just now.

bought 1 top and 2 jeans.

i'll just summarize everthing into a simple equation

maylou + elicia + studying = shopping 2 hrs later.

we should be banned from orchard rd.

anyway. this is wat amane did "for me"

....

thanks arh bitch.

YEAH!!!

2006-10-29T21:25:00.001+08:00

hmmm... the weekend.......

is ending...

watched DOA the other day and smth creeped me out....

Ayane and Hayate were making out...

aren't they half-siblings?!?!?!

wtf?!??!

the most freaky ppl are not gays or homos or crossdressers or whatever..

they're the incest...

u can't tell...

but once u know their relation..

the world no longer makes sense.

incest ppl are weird beyond weird.

hello? can u imagine making out with ur own sister?!?!?

*shivers*

i think its better not to.

2006-10-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

whoo!!! i finished watching liu xing hua yuan again after 2 yrs. being frm the liu xing hua yuan era, it really brings back memories.

i know i hated F4, but it was and is still the best taiwanese drama of our time, at least to me.

hmmm... the nxt time i watch it, it'll probably be a few yrs from now. when i'm 20 plus and freaking old. lol.

dammit. exams are in less than 2 weeks and all i've been doing is going out and spending money. i even skipped today's last lesson of the course. wat's wrong with me arh?

i need to really pull up my socks and seriously wake up.

BUT... i'm so psyched over Japan already! how?! how?!

MANDA.. all ur fault for putting this though in my head!

okok. i must get my priorities right. do well for exams... DEN.... OFF TO JAPAN!!! haha.

fuck. wat if i end up not going?

CHOI!!!!

2006-10-22T16:27:00.000+08:00

OKAYYY........... its been a damn weird Sunday.

good news - i got my money back
bad news - i dunno who the hell took it.

ah! long story.

until u tell me urself, i'll nvr forgive u. it doesn't matter if i know who u are or not. for trying to conceal ur identity, i really dislike u. n u're not very likable to begin with. whether i'll forgive u, is for me to decide. but if u own up, at least i'll know u're worth forgiving. friend?

well, with that shitty part settled, we can move on to other things..

yesterday, i went to pick curtains for my room cause we're using rollers which are ~~fucking~~ very ugly cause the previous owner installed them. lol.

see. fugly right?

anyway, the theme i wanted at first was navy and gold for the "royal" feel cause my walls are lilac and bluish on the other sides. but, anything with gold lining, designs or whatever were expensive. so being the thoughtful daughter that i am, i change my mind. at first, i picked...

burgandy with with this print. hot right? i love this the most! lol. its actually much darker the lights made it lighter. lol. so anyway, but mum said it didn't match my room walls. so i got fed up njuz picked black cause black matches anything and i don't hav to think so much.

once again, its suppose to be much darker n the designs more obvious.

nxt, i picked my day curtain. purple, pretty predictable huh. lol

hmm... tassles.. tassles.. which 1 should i pick?

this is how my purple tassle looks against my curtain.

ok so everything's set. my room's gonna look SO HOT!

except that...

my sister chose the burgundy 1.

bleah.

we spent like, 5 hrs there.

after that, i went to visit Yamamoto, who just returned frm Myanmmar. had a shock when she told me that Lynn was living in her hse. n at that moment, Lynn was suddenly standing outside her gate, which i was facing. lol. scared the hell out of me.
watched Ayumi videos.

went home.

k bye.

2006-10-20T15:52:00.000+08:00

it happened again, the disappearing stuff. this time its was a big hair clip and a big scrungie.

forget the house elf. THERE'S A BERMUDA TRIANGLE IN MY TOILET!

oh well.

skipped sch and woke up at 3 again. all i wanted was a little more slp. 1 day i'm gonna die of oversleeping. seriously.

hmmm... let's see what happened yesterday....

went for our last SMM lecture and got zzzzzzzzz...........

WAH! so "CLEAR"

finally, a decent photo with Elicia after months of "another day lah. i look like shit today"

Deon's meaning of "taking of picture"

Al-Azhar after school.........

they took forever n purposely serve me my food last. pissed me off man. but deon n elicia kept telling me i was being paranoid. i wasn't ok, they did it on purpose!

my 2 bra-nana pratas. once again, who the fuck eats banana prata with curry?
Yamamoto! this reminds me that u love this shit too! woman! after not being able to get through ur number for like 2 million days, i called paul n he reminded me that u went to Myanmmar to get... HAHA! i can't say it out. i'll die of laughter! ZOMG! I MISS U!

yes. we all know u hav pretty nails Elicia. just let me take the fucking ~~tissue~~ tizzu prata already! lol.

ok. now i'm happy.

coin prata and mutton shit. can u see the tiny prata. damn cute right? lol.

LouLou(not me) offered to send us home(why not?) after prata... starting from Elicia who lives near Clark Quay(ya ok whatever). lol.

anyway, i ended up meeting Paulsy and his friend Sean/Shaun/Shawn/Paul Twohill/S&k. lol.

excuse me for those really bad eyebags.

hanged for while then we went to watch The Prestige. its a damn good movie! every1 pls go and watch it now! blah blah blah...... went to eat blah blah... went home.

k bye.

2006-10-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

HUH?!

i'm damn confused n irritated.

i was drawing money just now. n i saw my acc balance... 1735. WTF??!?!

i don't drawing money often since i always use nets and even if i do, i don't really notice the acc balance.

BUT i rmb only a few months ago my balance was 2700 something.

AND my mum just transferred 450 to me.

HUH?!?

how can it drop by 1k plus n a few months?!?

i don't spend that much.

do i?

NO! i'm sure i don't!

WTF?!?

where did my gold go?
ME NO UNDERSTAND!!!!

i wanna update my bank book leh.

but the nearest is like, cck? bb?

so out of the way can.

Y!?! y me?!

...........................................................................

anyway, wednesday is "popo no cook" day as usual.

so i went to "the plaza" to eat my WITH my sissy.

after dinner we walked around as usual and i bought moisturizer to replace my lancome aqua fusion which has pretty high moisture retention for ur skin. something which i really do not need in this fucktard humid weather.

i bought er.. vitamin E illuminating moisture cream crap. ya.
signed up for membership cause it was only 10 bucks n i get 10% off nett items n there's this stamp redemption system...... blah blah blah.

the nice auntie gave me this vitamin lip balm n a mascara sample. yea i'm a cheapo.

how did she know man? i was telling myself to get a new mascara since my 3rd tube of dejavu fiberwig(which btw IS the best mascara in the world) was running out n the new ettusais 1 was super-waterproof n super-hard to remove unless u use an oil based makeup remover which is so troublesome.

and the lip balm! my lips r so dry until i can't be bothered so wear lip gloss or lip whatever anymore. i think the body shop loves me man. they want me to take care of myself. and the auntie is PSYCHIC!

when i came home n looked at the clocked, it was almost 10! my God, i actually spend almost 3 hrs in "THA plaza". *gasp* so hip arh.

LOL.

the fact i wrote a whole chunk on something random i bought shows how bored i am right now.

k bye.

2006-10-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

i feel happy today! like i'm a changed person.

i dunno y.

quick! ask me for money, mayb i'll give you 100 bucks!

today, we had our last poa lesson for this course. he show us some slides(which were clearly recycled. at corner of the first slide in tiny letters said "something something 2004" so ya.).

they were filled with very cliche words of wisdom like, life is drawing without eraser. yada yada.

but somehow, its slightly saddening. like 4 months and it ends here. worrying for about my nxt step again. DMS if i pass. hell if i don't. i can't even imagine if i don't pass.

don't think about it. don't think about it.

wat did i do to myself? i'm suppose to be happy.

ok. happy tots. happy tots.

2006-10-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

ok so i changed the template AGAIN. don't u think this is better?

i'm fickle minded like that, so wat?

2006-10-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

whoo! i changed the template. its really purple-ish but, wth i'm may lou. wat do u expect?

i skipped sch again to gain fats at home cause of my gross hair. lol
nah. i just needed an excuse.
oh ya, n the bloody haze too.

hmm.... i sorta had this diet thing going on. not anorexic kind. more like healthy diet. looking at the way i eat, i really need 1.

everything went well on friday.... and ONLY friday. i had a subway sandwhich(WITH tomato AND LETTUCE) for brunch. gramzie's dinner and i actually ate VEGGIE! *GASP* and a WHOLE KIWI BY MYSELF! *DOUBLE GASP*

but there went healthy day 1.

on saturday, i had duck and charsiew rice for breakfast. n....... tadaaaaaa............ instant noodles for dinner. lol. now, wasn't that REAL HEALTHY?

sunday, fish soup for brunch. steamboat for dinner.

so, over the weekend i ate i total of zero grams of veggie or fruit. (not that i don't like fruits, i'm just too lazy to cut or wash them)

some1 pls tell me y i'm not at all surprised.

oh well i'll just go back to my NORMAL routine.

bring it on baby! chicken rice, chicken chop and chicken cutlet like there's no 2moro! SIM FOOD ROCKS! lol.

YUM!

p.s. dear daddy, i hav now reached a point where i no longer believe that i will turn into a chicken by eating too much chicken. thank you and hav a nice day.

2006-10-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

merry christmas. i got sick of my hair so it went to straighten it.

it was the 4 longest hrs of my life. even perming takes only 2 hrs.

i can't wash it until monday, which is gross.

the chemical smells like dog poo n i hav to use a butt load of hair cologne till then.

i'm sry but this is my first time n how can any1 not wash their chemical polluted hair for 3 days. ITS DISGUSTING!

i would advice the world to stay far away frm me until tuesday.

i dunno if its really nice or not yet til after its been washed n stuff so the annoying flat-ness goes away.

zzzz.

i love amaebi.

2006-10-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

I M SUCH A WEIRDO.

i think i'm the queen of confusing myself.

when i don't get wat i want. i get upset.
when i get something i think i want but actually don't want in the end. i get upset.
when i try to get something i know i don't want but get it eventually. i get upset.

bleah.

anyway, i came back awhile ago.

went to rp to visit in the morning to bring hong hong a cake ~~for his bd which was yesterday but some spazoid said it was today~~ cause i'm nice.

had lecture and died of boredom.

revived n went to far east supposedly for korean bbq but it was fuck un-cheap.

ended up at sushitei which was weird cause i had jap food just yesterday with a retarded person who changed my name to mar loo. WTF?!

i wonder when will my credit card come man. its been a few weeks already. den i don't hav to think so much for just 1 stupid pair of pretty shoes. lol.

2006-10-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

WTF!!!!!

something creepy just happened!!!
i just opened my itunes n played Me & you by cassie.

THEN............

i changed the channel to mtv....

and it was PLAYING THE SAME SONG!!!

not creepy enough?

IT WAS PLAYING IT AT THE SAME TIME!!!!

fucking weird can?!?

i just sat there like "WTF?!?!??!"

anyway, i decided not to go for class cause i kinda "overslept". besides, its eng study skills by the woman who seems to be constantly going through menopause.

2006-10-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

the feeling you get when you watch the last episode of a series and u're not satisfied with the ending. u know eveything, but u can't except the facts. so many questions, forever left unanswered. you wished it nvr ended. that there was always the nxt episode to look forward to.

whoever came up with the phase eternal bliss must've been a real spazoid. it doesn't exist.

i've been watching alot a shows lately:

death note anime is pretty good. i can't wait for the movie. i saw the trailer n it looks interesting.

the 4th season of one tree hill is finally out! it pretty weird they released both 2 season in one yr though.

finished it started with a kiss n it was super funny. thank goodness they'll hav a second season nxt yr.

zhong ji yi ban! i can laugh until i get a 6 pac. lol. i'm no fan of taiwan boy bands but jiro wang who is the lead in zhong ji yi ban and also acts in it started with a kiss is damn CUTE! *insert drooling fangirl*

~~silence was kinda boring for me so i stopped after a few eps even though it had vic zhou n that korean girl frm da chang jin. she plays a mute girl so she doesn't hav to say a word throughout.~~

for some reason. nana suddenly stopped at 21, which is annoying the hell outta me.

gokusen for those who also liked hana yori dango(which second season will also be out nxt yr. yay!)

speaking of which. goong is ALSO having a baby! ok fine, second season nxt yr. but the story revolves around his cousin or smth.

wow! i'm so well informed. i should totally start my own tv mag.

yea right.

i can't believe its already 1 a.m. time sure flies when u wake up at 4 plus. haha!

ottosan wa?

2006-10-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

for the last time, i'm not abandoning this blog lah!

i haven't been updating very often cause i didn't have the mood to update.

lol. there's really nth to update actually.

the sudden haze is really annoying.

i hav an econs test on wednesday.

i hav a poa test on friday.

i lost my ezlink last week n the new 1 looks like shit - ezlink online (wtf?!?)

my dad is missing - he went to Thailand last week n is suppose to be back today but God knows where the hell he is now.

oh, n the ouran high school host club series has just ended with their 26th episode. i'm seriously suffering from post-ouran depression. PLS PLS PLS hav season 2!!!!

SADNESS.

2006-09-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

this blog is not abandoned! i shall update it right now!

well, today is officially the suckiest day of ................... the month.

we had our presentation today n 1 kinda did super badly *ahem* although it wasn't exactly unexpected.
had to rush through IOM project to hand in tomorrow n i totally used up my brain juice.
my precious mini usb drive spoiled. the other part is still stuck is kay's laptop. which reminds me, i have to bring a plier to sch tomorrow.
my laptop keeps telling me to delete files cause of "low disk space" or smth. as if i still have money to get an external drive.
i'm fucking mentally tired.

WTF! seriously....

2006-09-21T14:05:00.000+08:00

oh the boredom......

there's no lecture today and i woke up at 12 plus.

quite surprising considering i slept at 5. the earliest i would wake up should be 3?

arh.............. wat am i blogging about? this is pathetic.

if only some1 wud ask me out.

i wanna go for a sushi buffet.

: (

bleah.

mayb i'll go exercise. RIGHT.

LOL.

2006-09-20T01:12:00.000+08:00

great.

i have to wake up at 8 a.m later for project at 10.

who the hell wakes up at 8 a.m?! (lol.)

looking at the time now, i'm definately not getting enough slp.

i super super wish that my hair can grow like 5 inches longer now.

i think even by november it won't be that long. nvm hair, nvm...

i'm still gonna perm u again!!!!

oh crystalball, crystalball. save us all. tell me life is beautiful.

2006-09-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

well, as usual i've wasted my day again.

these kinda days r just time passing. doesn't really matter if they ever happened cause i did nth.

haha.

i sound like a loser. right, i am 1.

oh, n i seem to be suddenly having a project marathon.

like, i have to finish 2 projects by nxt friday n another by the following wed n it includes presentation??!?!?

wtf! i haven't had a class presentation in 2 million yrs n the fact that i don't exactly interact with the rest the class doesn't help either.

spazoid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHahhahahaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

i had the most interesting dream yesterday.

i dreamt i was....... SUMMER!!!! yes, frm the oc!

LOL.

this is wat happened, or at least wat i rmb happened:

i was annoyed at Seth cause he was ignoring me n kept looking Anna*pukes*

later on, we were having our prom, which i went to with Marissa(a.k.a cosmo girl)

the theme was 'SUPERHEROES' and i dressed up at little miss vixen! *duh*

LOL.

except that my entire outfit was black, i was wearing pants like catwoman, my mask was made of black lace and of course, i wasn't carrying a whip(hmmm... y didn't it?)

i don't know why i rmb it so clearly.

mayb cause i actually had fun unlike my REAL prom.

2006-09-10T19:01:00.000+08:00

isn't Devon Aoki the prettiest human alive?

she's Japanese-German.

i used to like her ALOT.

i still do. just not in an obsessed way. lol.

i rmb in sec 3(the 1 b4 i retained), my file was FILLED with her pictures.
and when i took them down at the end of the yr, 1 of the guys said "oh maylou, u're straight again!"

-_______________-"

anyway, doesn't she make ang mohs look very ugly?

fine, mayb i chose a bias picture. but she's still gorgeous ok.

well, she'll be starring at Kasumi in the upcoming DOA movie so watch out for her. she's HOTSTUFF! *sizzle*

OOooooo...... i like her hair. hmmm.... if only my hair was longer.

*snaps back to reality*

oh crappy, i hav an IOM test on tuesday.

*DIES*

2006-09-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

i dunno y i'm so bloody pessimistic these days.

its as if everything makes me depressed.

i won't really show it (as usual). but i guess i'll act little weird.

like i'll suddenly hav an outburst of smth. like laugh madly at my own unfunny jokes or jump around n be crazy or say i miss some random person(although i really miss 1 person though) or i'll just be really quiet.

ok so i guess i show it but u can't tell its cause i'm upset.

its not PMS.

i guess i just subconsciously keep compare myself with other ppl n go "hey, i wish i could do that or be like that but that's impossible)

i guess i'm just a weirdo

this STUPID PHASE.

QUCKLY PASS!!!!

anyway, does any1 rmb Rachel?

well, i kinda lost her comb so i can't brush her hair and its annoying.

its been a yr since i last brushed her hair and washed, n conditioned, n blowdried, n braided. i even put nail polish on her lips to make them looks glossy. lol.

n trust me, she looks so much better in person... i mean doll-son.

oh God, i am such a child.

2006-09-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

holy crap, i lost my favourite big blue hair clip. THE 1 USE EVERDAY HELLO!!!

:(

ok, its been 24 hrs. i think i should call the police now.

this morning, i spent like 15 mins trying to find it, and before that, i was looking for this particular pair of shorts i HAD to wear today for another 15 mins which i did not find either.

how will i live? i love my clip so much i've already forgotten how to use hair ties.

i know! its the house elf AGAIN!

the last time, he took my contacts. i swear they just disappeared frm the casing. me n sissy had a big fight over it. lol

but Y... YYYY must he take away my clip??!?! YYYYYYYYY!?!???????????!?!!?!!

2006-09-07T01:08:00.000+08:00

erm hi.

after 3 movies today. my brain has officially exploded.

n anyway, i've been thinking about it for some time.

i think i scare guys away.

really. i dunno if its wat seems to be my "dao-ness", whatever sarcasm or straightforward-ness (a.k.a don't give a rat's ass about ur feelings attitude). u all know i'm not really like that, RIGHT? RIGHT?!?!?!?!?!?

where have all the boyfriend-material guys in my life gone? i promise i'll ACTUALLY be a good girlfriend n show that i care, i hope. although a butt load of ppl think that's highly IMpossible. but i'm sure I CAN DO IT! com'on ppl!!! show some faith in me!

shit. at this rate, i'll NEVER get married by 23 n hav kids by 25.

: (

sucky.
sucky.
sucks.

2006-09-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

did any1 know that guava kinda taste like mango? pardon me but its 1 of those fruits i tot i nvr ever wanted to eat cause i tot they were gross until today.

dammit i think i'm the most retarded student in SIM. i hav a test 2moro right?

you see, about an hr ago, i realised i forgot to copy a few pages of notes frm the 2nd chapter cause it was 1 of those lessons i skipped.

seriously, i skipped school to "STUDY". woke up at 3, got REALLY bored n watched tv!??!?! n only discovered the missing notes an hr ago? wonderful. just wonderful.

well, good luck for 2moro may lou. u'll need it. lots of it.

2006-09-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

i think i'm a little deranged. seriously.

i know ppl go through this phase when they're like wat, 10?

but right now, i really thought about n realised that i'm good at nth. i'm really good at NOTHING. (except bullshitting of course)

its kinda depressing though.

aiyah, wat to do? u're may lou.

dammit. the test is in 2 days n i still hav no mood to study.

i think i'll juz go slp.

share-lay........

2006-09-03T02:51:00.000+08:00

came back from chalet n considering i "missed" the previous 1 n i havne't been to a chalet for 10 million yrs, it was actually pretty fun. i guess.

of course this is only only 1 third the the ppl whole turned up.

i'm such a pig. i came back at like 10-11??? showered n slept all the way til l 7?!?!? wtf. how am i gonna slp now with so much energy?

n i dunno y my right arm is aching. feels like i've been hitting something annoying for the past 2 days. lol.

oh God i can't believe the break has already ended. wtf. 1 week only. n to make things worse, there's an econs test on wed!!! wtf!!! i know nuts about econs.

SIGH

2006-08-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

great, so its supposedly the "1 week study break" but i guess its kinda like a holiday for me.... FINALLY.

well, i've had a really bad week n i don't wanna tok about it but now that its after 12 i guess the horrible week is fianlly over and i can blog again! cheers! *lameness*

anyway, i can't believe marissa died. no, i REALLY don't believe she died. she probably went into a coma or smth. its like 1 of those dramas where they dramatise the season ending by "killing" 1 of the characters to create "suspense" for the nxt season. its like one tree hill, where they ended the thrid season by making "someone" pregnant and "killing" nathan but we all know he didn't die. ok fine, at least i do. nathan can't die ok, he's 1 of the main reasons y i even watch that show.
oh n this is random but isn't it funny that summer's dad is dating julie cooper. haha. well, good luck with that.

i need more ouran high school host club. damn. i watch too much shows.

i need help. seriously.

do do da da.

2006-08-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

any1 knows how i can fatten my feet. i'm seriously desperate :(

i'm already small as i am. gimme a break already.

i don't understand y other ppl can be the same height as me and be lyk a size 7. y must I hav an abnormal shoe size of 34(<5). where in this stinkin' universe do u find nice shoes that carry this size?!

i wish the world would funtion for juz for a day. how about say, some time nxt week? lol.

the NUM guys said i hav skinny feet*stares* i hope his feet dry up so that they turn into powder.

oh, n btw...

hmmmm...... let me "refine" that for u.....

MY SMALL FOOT CAN GET KICK YOUR HUGE ASS.

this.....

bored little girl...

WILL HAUNT YOU TONIGHT!!!!!

BORING............................

2006-08-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i think i shud update again before ppl think i've abandoned another blog yet again.

well , i can't really (be bothered to) rmb anything that happened this week n nth much probably happened anyway.

so my stickers arrived yesterday. who am i kidding? no 1 cares about that.

well, i'll at least try to rmb wat happened yesterday cause it happened the most recently cause today's not even a day considering i woke up at lyk 3, 4?nto watch shows on my laptop. i guess its juz time passing.

ok, we were supposed to do our project at 12, but ended up having brunch n going to class 1 and a half hr earlier to watch a show. wow, ppl actually come to class an hr earlier. is sch really that likeable?

went to meet nippleman(told me to call him that) after sch and:

chatted for an hr or 2(?) outside wisma
felt hungry(n i mean ME. yes, i actually eat despite being 36) and bought a pretzel which i had not eaten for 10 million yrs n it suddenly tasted really gud for some reason.
ran(ok fine walked) a marathon frm taka to cathay cineplex for a movie.
shit timings so we walked to P.S.
got hungry again n had subway.
bought tickets for 9 smth ant bully(lol)
tried to waste 2 hrs away "exploring" P.S.
blotted our faces in outside the mrt while squatting.
moved to NORMAL sitting place n watched a (free) movie called "the (gay) gathering" lol.
talked nonsense again.
packed food back for sister who has down's syndrome.
got murdered in the cab home.

btw, cold twister fries r actually pretty good. they sorta become crispier n nicer to chew. i noe it sounds gross but den again, i AM a weirdo so ya.

great, i managed to fill up an entire post with my boring life. thank u n hav a nice day, or whatever's left of it.

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2006-08-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

yellow,

today was a hmmmm.... sickening day.
rmb the whole drama episode on friday with lard n gang?
yes, i tot it was over already cause every1 was so "matured"
guess wat happened the moment i stepped into class.
sigh.
lyk the class started laughing for no reason.
n cause there were no seats left at our usual place(late again)
we had to walk over to "lard kingdom" side of the class where there were empty seats.
n while we were walking over i hear "smth number smth".
so, thanks arh. i noe its me.

lyk wtf. do i look lyk a clown?
embarassing leh. wonderful classmates i hav. haha.

my dad finally got me a phone. not cheap ok.
k800i. the purple lights r pretty but the whole phone looks pretty manly. haha

3.2 mp rocks!
sorry for looking lyk a ghost. lol.

peach and blue

2006-08-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

my counter has officially reached 246(WTF?!?!?). do i even noe that many ppl? hello, i'm may lou the "dao" girl frm outer space, who wud bother to read my blog. i expected lyk wat less than 50 within this week n i got this. zzzzz..... someone's muz be playing a jk on me. oh well.

anyway, i also noticed that that i hav lots of typos, i mean LOTS. its not that my english is really that bad but my my mind s thinking of this word n my fingers juz type out smth else. shhh.... lemme tell u smth i've been suspecting. my fingers hav a mind of its own!!! yes they do. either that or i'm juz retarded.

not that this is related but my mum told me that she juz bought a chevrolet optra 1.6 station wagon. apparently my uncle works there so she got it cheaper. great, now she can drive me around to shop. but common sense juz told me new car=less money for shopping. DAMMIT.

its saturday and nobody asked me out. yes, pathetic. but i don't think i'll go out if some1 did anyway, unless its movie and food nearby. orchard+weekend=very VERY CROWDED. i don't lyk orchard on weekends anymore, its getting so bloody more and more crowded, if u watch them frm a distance they kinda look lyk ants, crossing the road together, walking in the same direction, carrying branches, twigs and food.... opps i mean their shopping bags... lol

considering i woke up at 3, all i can look forward to now is dinner and er... the sunset... haha..

hmmmm.... wonder if i can c smth lyk this in Singapore.

TRAUMATIZED..................

2006-08-04T17:37:00.000+08:00

people of the world, i've juz been terrorized by the ah bengs in my class! i'm ultimately traumatized!

let me show u the difference:

this morning, i woke early n i was bored so i started cam whoring with my pathetic 1.3mp webcam n this WAS how i looked... all happy... perfectly normal.

n this is AFTER i went for school......... c wat they've done to me???!?!? C!!!!!!!! :(

all thanks to them.. i'll nvr be the same AGAIN... EVER...

oh btw did i mention wat they did? haha. opps

ok, we were late, so we sat at some empty seats at the other side of the class(we hav 75? students btw) where we usually don't sit. so, sometime after the break, sit giggly girls behind me tapped on my chair n asked me for my name. DEN they told me the worst thing i've ever heard! they said THE (FAT) GUY BEHIND THEM WANTED MY NUMBER.LOL. i immediately turned back n started laughing. my GOD i was seriously shocked. den they tapped my chair again to ask if i cud giv him my number. haha. wait long long. so i said i lost my phone, WHICH IS TRUE ANYWAY. HENG ARH!!! LOL.

in addition to all these, when we first came for class, there were empty seats we saw, 1 was beside this guy n elicia said she didn't want to sit beside the guy. so i didn't mind seating there case wat could go wrong. kena raped? (U R SO WRONG MAY LOU). den halfway during class, i realised that he keeps turning over to look at EVERY SINGLE THING I DID. lyk when i laughed or tok to ppl or put down my pen or wrote a note to Elicia(about him. haha). WTF! I REALISD HE WAS THE CREEPY THAI GUY I TOLD DEON ABOUT! the 1 who cannot sit still n keeps moving about n does weird things lyk look at me. this is the third time i'm sitting beside him ok!!! zzzzzzzzzzzz........ Y?!?!! Y ME?!?!?!

sigh. oh back to the ah bengs. i was desperate for class to end to run away frm these weirdoes who were juz freaking me out! haha. somemore, when class ended, the girls ask for my number n introduced themselves. obviously i didn't hav a number den they asked me to giv them my number when i got my sim card back. i said ok(ya right, as if i will giv. its as gud as giving it to that block of lard) n as i was leaving the lecture theater, Lard's guy friend shouted that Lard didn't mind my house number. WTF?!?!?!? U DON'T MIND I MIND HOR!!! *RUNS OUT OF CLASS WITHOUT LOOKING* ppl were looking ok!! *dies of embarassment*

i swear i'll lyk NVR EVERY SIT THERE AGAIN! EVER!!!! LOL.

hmmmm..... but nvm i'll still hav weixiang tonight..... hee hee hee.....

the world makes sense again.....

pretty colours..........

2006-08-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

WTF! whens i saw the shots for 2moro, i was cursing n swearing at guobin. wat's his problem arh? now yixin and weixiang want to be together cannot arh??!?! cannot arh?!?! object for wat???! object wat sai??!!? ur sai!! omg that's not lady-like at all. haha. ok so 2moro's the last episode. I MUZ WATCH, although i its pretty damn obviously they're gonna end up together..... THEY BETTER. OR ELSE................... I"LL KILL JULIAN HEE.... opps i mean GUOBIN DEN I"LL KILL MYSELF. HA HA HAAAAAAA............

class was erm boring again? haha. i really dunno any other word than BORING to describe the lectures. EVERY lecture seems to be boring to me. i seriously need to actually pay attention in class n focus instead of blindly copying the notes. hmmmm.... seems familiar. didn't i do that in secondary school? lol. oh well.

skipped class after half, ok 1 hr of the lecture with elicia n we went to bugis 1 of my fav shopping place where there are cheap nice clothes that actually fit me. haha. i figured we could set up an online site selling second hand clothes and also some other things lyk swarovski earrings for mayb 5 bucks each den we'll rent a push-cart n later on our own store with our own stuff! lol. i noe where we can get cheap supply. hee hee.

not many ppl noe this(or at least i think so) but swarovski is actually a brand which sells overpriced Austrian crystals and not a name of a crystal no-1-else-in-the-world-except-swarovski-can-make. so some sellers will claim to use "swarovski" crystals for their earrings n stuff but its actually the same normal Austrian crystal. they're juz using the brand name to sell their products for a higher price to dumb customers lyk u noe, my sis(lol) , which is wat I will also do. lol. as i was saying. there is not much difference between Swaroski crystals and normal Austrian crystals except that mayb they hav a better cut n a extra special coating that makes them more "rainbowish"!

ooooo....... pretty colours.........

,,,,,,

2006-08-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

WTF!!! Guobin shud juz go to hell with that Anna! Extra ppl. DEN..... Weixiang and Yixin can hav each other! pls lor, he's so bloody sweet to her. i wud totally pick him too : )

btw, when i was alking home juz now, i saw lots of indian. lyk seriously everywhere i don't even rmb seeing a single chinese for malay, n for a second, i actually wondered if i hav teleported to India. wat izzit? Indian New Year arh?

today, i found out that my Burmese classmate is a princess of Burma. she has ser-vantssssss. YES, personal SERVANTSSSSSSSSSSSSSS not maid. i also want leh. "oi u, comb my hair!", "oi, the other you, paint my nails!" sigh. paradise. so. far. away. (obviously i was kidding about the princess part cause Myanmmar is ruled by a govt duh.)

btw, this is a funny episode of 8 simple rules if any1 even bothers..........lol.

part 1
part2
part 3

Ciao for now*vampire accent*.................hahaaaaaaaa.

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2006-08-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

i swear sch was ultimately boring today even though it was daniel tan. i think it was because i totally switched off. seriously, listening to the same thing(POA wtf?) again was juz torturing me. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

happen to meet nadhir while walking home. didn't even recognise him even though he was walking towards me. all i heard was "oi! OI! oi!". den looked at him n "EH!!!". haha.

oh n i juz found out smth amazing today. i always noe there's this guy frm my class in also lives n panjang cause he takes the same bus as him. n today, i found out that................... he lives in my block on the 6th floor!!! sugoi neh! coincidence??? nah, no such thing. everything happens for a reason. lyk maybe 1 day he will sav me frm molten lava.

den i'll fall in luv with him n we'll get married with kids.

RIGHT........................

i also found this seller on yahoo auctions who sell those nice nail stickers for $1.50 per sheet. AND................... if u buy 4, u'll get the 5th free! Where else can u get such a deal pls? ok mayb in China, but definately not in SINGAPURA ok! lol. i'm gonna order some with elicia so i can split the shipping fee. woot.

oh n i finally did my right hand too. haha.

school AGAIN 2moro. Engilsh Study Skills. erm. ok.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................

2006-07-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

great, so today i skipped lecture once again cause the weather wat super cold(hello? i was freezing my ass off ok?!) therefore i didn't slp well. also, i slept at ...................... 5a.m. wonderful. i hav this awful habit. once i start slping late, it'll get worse n worse by the day. for eg. friday i slept at 3 plus cause it was weekend the nxt day n i woke up at 4 plus. den on sat "night" i slept at 5 or 6? but thank goodness i woke up early today cause i (tot i) was suppose to go to sch.
ECONS................ *shivers*

watched the lakehouse: lets c,

funny parts: 50%
sad: 15%
romantic: 10%
weird: 25%

i pretty much figured out most of the parts except the ending where i tot he wud remain dead. who knew they wud live happily every after man. i think the whole storyline's pretty weird. well, if it was me n i really was to c that alex guy i wud juz stuff myself into whole letterbox n zoom into the past. wait wat sai. still can ask him to wait for another 2 yrs. y not 1? or 6 months? considering wat they've gone through, i think they shud stay FAR away frm the number 2 anyway. bad luck

someone screwing with my counter n i noe ur name starts with J. (fine i'll change the counter ur majesty)

so 2moro's PABF by my fav lecturer DANIEL................................................tan. lol.

at least i'll hav pretty nails with my new cheapo nail polishes($12 plus. yes, not worth it at all)........................ on my left hand ONLY.

i shall call the nails on my right hand shit nails. u hav no idea how shitty they look.

good day. I SAY GOOD DAY!!!!!

blah.

2006-07-31T14:30:00.000+08:00

ok, juz for the shit of it. i hav decided to put up a counter juz to c the pathetic amt of ppl who hav visited this blog.

hur. hur.

thanks giving - my style

2006-07-31T02:20:00.000+08:00

well, lemme start my very first entry of my 4th(the rest were erm... "abandoned") .... 5th(?) , i dunno... entry with a big fat SIGH.

just last week, i lost MY PWECIOUS*Gollum's voice* phone(Y? Y ME?!?!?). now all thanks to IT(yes, thief is not human but a FREAK OF NATURE!), I had to wake up on time for sch by luck for the past week. apparently , all alarm cloc-ky objects are no where to be found since we moved hse.

n to make things "better", now i can use my grandma's(Y? grandma cannot hav phone arh?) phone's alarm to wake me up since she doesn't se it anyway. BUT.... its in freakin' chinese!!! hello?!?!? me? read chinese?? how the fuck do i convert it to english sia??? don't tell me to look for the instruction manual, tahe a look at the time if u're not blind pls. n wat's the pt of having smth i need but can't use? can some1 tell me?

therefore, i would lyk to take this wonderful moment to thank these ppl who hav made my world a better place n r probably selling my phone for twice the price in *cough*myammar*cough*.

for those bastards.....
I HOPE A VAGINA WITH LOSTS OF HAIR GROWS ON UR FACE SO U HAV DIFFICULTY BREATHING!!!

dudes+vagina=needs

so to satisfy their erm.... NEEDS, we'll hav the pa-the-ma(myammar for slut) with a DICK ON EACH OF THEIR FACES COMPLETE WITH HAIRY BALL.

let's juz say it'll drastically up their sex factor.

well, this has been a lovely first post . good night... opps.. MORNING n hav a nice day.